Most Improtant Values

I consider some of my values to be very simple and not that hard to obtain. I really just have only a few values that I`m just more worried about than anything. Some are the same as others ,but the my meaning behind why I think there are so very important is different. Therefore I must let you know because they will be very useful in the future, and Present.
My first Value is God and Jesus. They are the most important to me because I have been through a lot but, I could always count on them if I needed something or if I was uncertain about things that were going on in my life, that I thought I could not change. Even today I have been felling beyond Blessed to be able to talk to them. I haven't always been doing the things I needed to do , because I was in my own little world and I thought I knew everything. Reality hit and said ....No Taylor you don't. So that`s when I begin to start reading my Bible more and asking God and Jesus or answers that I was unsure about. They are both Great , Awesome ,and Are Real.

My second Value is family. This is a really hard one for me because I don't really have the closets family in the world.

The Planning Hour ( Part 2)

I have heard many different stories of how people wish they could have done life differently . This is a reason I`m going to try to write things down on paper, and figure out a way for my life and my future life. I love both my parents. Even though some changes have been made to are lives I still love them both. I do however have a Step parent. Which I was to little to understand , why my biological father was not present. Now that I am older I am staring to understand. I kind of feel bad about saying this , but it must be done. I am happy that my mom was not with my biological father. Ummmmm ,so I just want to explain how I want and will Pray for a Great Life where I don't have to be responsible for certain actions of my (future) Children. I don't want any body to feel bad about how their situation is with their kids and spouse. I just want to express how important it is for me to have Both Parents present in the kids lives. I feel that not every mom knows what to do in the beginning but will find a way to make it work. I not a parent (yet). I know even for the little things like School work, House work, and self. Can take a lot of time out of the day. Even though we all just have 24 hours in each day, I try to find a way to get a least half of the things I wanted to do done. Sometimes I feel that I can be super hard on myself and not realize that I can do , any thing that I put my mind to if I pray and put effort and work into it. That`s what I wan to do for the time. I am starting to be more calm and just try to enjoy life. I have had the most amazing things happen to me. Some of them are Bad , and some are Good. But I still try to find a way through everything. I look forward to my future.

The Planning Hour ( Part 1)

To start off  I`m not trying to hurt anyone for their parenting style or anything like that. I am just blogging about how I am going to about it.

I sometimes get miss guided by all the planning of my future. I forget how old I really am 19. Then I have to remember that I still have time to plan a lot of things because I`m in College right now. Even though I have not yet started to drive or get my own place just yet. I feel it is my duty to try to plan out what I want to do in the near future. Then I realized that I still have not picked out a CAREER that I want to do and enjoy doing it. I sometimes think that if I just go to college I can try a lot of other careers that seem interesting, but then I get back to thinking Well I don't have a lot of time to , or I don't want to be in college FOREVER!!!!! Now that I am getting older I have to really start to plan everything out. I have missed out of just being a teenager ,but I am also learning how to take care of myself once I do live by myself. SO in closing I will try to take a step back from all the planning and just try to be a normal teenager. MAYBE!!!!

Hello To All !!

 Hi everyone , I know what you are thinking what is this blog about? Okay I`m here to tell you!!
 Here we go I`m Taylor and I am currently a college Freshman. I have a few brothers and sisters. I      am   a Babysitter/Nanny!! Gosh!! I know a lot. Oh did I mention I`m only 19 years old. I consider myself to be Intelligent and Life smart. I do however know a few little things about Kids! Before I get to the real deal I do want to say I enjoy learning new things everyday. The last things is I want six kids as the minimum number and possibly ten as the maximum number!!