New Changes

Hello everyone Happy November to everyone. I hope everything is going great. I was looking back at old writing material to see when I came with the idea to have six kids. I found that I made this though in ninth grade. I am surprised that I kept this information this long and I still want to have six children. Even though I have seen people with five or more and hear them to tell me it can be hard to raise that many. I still have not changed my mind yet. I might just have three at a time. and then just have three more after the first three are around six to eight years old. Not really sure. Until next time.!!

Where I have been

Hello to everyone and thank you all for coming to view this blog. I now see the time difference between June to October. I have missed writing I  have been doing a lot of thinking about my future and what I want  to do as a career besides You Tube . I love being able to share my adventures with my viewers and Subscribers. I love to talk and have fun making Vlogs about my Life with Music. I also am finding what I am really good at besides talking and being a great friend. I am going to be a licensed Nail Technician very soon. Where I am able to create very fun and fashionable nails. I am really happy about that.


I have been getting a lot advice from different people about why,when,  I am going to have my future kids. I know I probably should be thinking about other things. Don't worry I am like if I want to live in the United States and things like that. However , I want to think about maybe just having only two sets of three. Which I will be able to have six kids , but not all at the same time. Just to have some space between them. I`m thinking I don't want to have my kids right after I get married , because I do want to enjoy just me and my husband time and having fun and going to see are parents and just to travel. That sounds fun!



I am taking the time to just enjoy traveling and getting to have more fun with the blogs and my You tube channels I have. Thanks to everyone once again for coming  by and reading this blog. See you soon!!!

Thinking

Happy June to everyone I am happy that I am half way done with my schooling ,so that I will be able to go on break and enjoy life even more. In this last couple of months I have really been thinking. Not just about having a lot of children , but about Me and how I feel about Marriage. I try to take everything evaluation and figure out the best way for me, but I think that is the hardest thing to do right now because I keep changing my mind. I love thinking but I get confused about how I would like to plan everything out. I know that some things might not go according to my plans ,so I try to make a plan A,B,C,and even D. Event though I am still pretty young I worry so much about this I feel like I`m going crazy. I tell myself to try to slow down and let my actions take it course , but I don't listen to myself. In think that its a problem for me to stop worrying  and live my life because I have seen so many people struggle with Marriage and Children and just life in general. I don't want that to happen to me, I have already been through enough I don't want to remember the bad times just the good times but it seems like once I am alone and just thinking to myself the bad times seems to try to come back alive. I want to forgive all the hurt I have gone through and still am going through, but I cant seem to forgive a person that has put me through deep waters ......... and just say " I forgive you". I want to forgive all that has done me wrong, and I`m trying to figure out the best way to do so, I have to evaluate everything. I want to forgive and never think about it again. Until that happens hopefully soon ,I will speak about all the wonderful times I am having and had in the past I have enjoyed myself sort of , now that I think back I kind of wish I would have done a few things differently like School . I wish that I would have not worried about my home life and focused more on getting better grades and being on the honor roll and celebrating being a child. Or even now I wish that I would have found a better job to pay for school , instead of using other means of money. I like to fill independent and have that ability to do those kind of things. Even though I am still in school right now I want to get finished with it and then take a break to go travel and explore the world mainly South Korea , Japan, and China. Then in this time I can rethink my life and what I want to do for it. Besides being able to make really cool Vlogs for people On You Tube and begin a person that cares so much about others and wants the best for myself. I want to be able to share a wonderful experience  and time with friends and family. I think this was great to be able to share my thoughts and needs and brag a little here and there. Thanks for Reading!!

Most Improtant Values

I consider some of my values to be very simple and not that hard to obtain. I really just have only a few values that I`m just more worried about than anything. Some are the same as others ,but the my meaning behind why I think there are so very important is different. Therefore I must let you know because they will be very useful in the future, and Present.
My first Value is God and Jesus. They are the most important to me because I have been through a lot but, I could always count on them if I needed something or if I was uncertain about things that were going on in my life, that I thought I could not change. Even today I have been felling beyond Blessed to be able to talk to them. I haven't always been doing the things I needed to do , because I was in my own little world and I thought I knew everything. Reality hit and said ....No Taylor you don't. So that`s when I begin to start reading my Bible more and asking God and Jesus or answers that I was unsure about. They are both Great , Awesome ,and Are Real.

My second Value is family. This is a really hard one for me because I don't really have the closets family in the world.

The Planning Hour ( Part 2)

I have heard many different stories of how people wish they could have done life differently . This is a reason I`m going to try to write things down on paper, and figure out a way for my life and my future life. I love both my parents. Even though some changes have been made to are lives I still love them both. I do however have a Step parent. Which I was to little to understand , why my biological father was not present. Now that I am older I am staring to understand. I kind of feel bad about saying this , but it must be done. I am happy that my mom was not with my biological father. Ummmmm ,so I just want to explain how I want and will Pray for a Great Life where I don't have to be responsible for certain actions of my (future) Children. I don't want any body to feel bad about how their situation is with their kids and spouse. I just want to express how important it is for me to have Both Parents present in the kids lives. I feel that not every mom knows what to do in the beginning but will find a way to make it work. I not a parent (yet). I know even for the little things like School work, House work, and self. Can take a lot of time out of the day. Even though we all just have 24 hours in each day, I try to find a way to get a least half of the things I wanted to do done. Sometimes I feel that I can be super hard on myself and not realize that I can do , any thing that I put my mind to if I pray and put effort and work into it. That`s what I wan to do for the time. I am starting to be more calm and just try to enjoy life. I have had the most amazing things happen to me. Some of them are Bad , and some are Good. But I still try to find a way through everything. I look forward to my future.

The Planning Hour ( Part 1)

To start off  I`m not trying to hurt anyone for their parenting style or anything like that. I am just blogging about how I am going to about it.

I sometimes get miss guided by all the planning of my future. I forget how old I really am 19. Then I have to remember that I still have time to plan a lot of things because I`m in College right now. Even though I have not yet started to drive or get my own place just yet. I feel it is my duty to try to plan out what I want to do in the near future. Then I realized that I still have not picked out a CAREER that I want to do and enjoy doing it. I sometimes think that if I just go to college I can try a lot of other careers that seem interesting, but then I get back to thinking Well I don't have a lot of time to , or I don't want to be in college FOREVER!!!!! Now that I am getting older I have to really start to plan everything out. I have missed out of just being a teenager ,but I am also learning how to take care of myself once I do live by myself. SO in closing I will try to take a step back from all the planning and just try to be a normal teenager. MAYBE!!!!

Hello To All !!

 Hi everyone , I know what you are thinking what is this blog about? Okay I`m here to tell you!!
 Here we go I`m Taylor and I am currently a college Freshman. I have a few brothers and sisters. I      am   a Babysitter/Nanny!! Gosh!! I know a lot. Oh did I mention I`m only 19 years old. I consider myself to be Intelligent and Life smart. I do however know a few little things about Kids! Before I get to the real deal I do want to say I enjoy learning new things everyday. The last things is I want six kids as the minimum number and possibly ten as the maximum number!!