The Planning Hour ( Part 2)

I have heard many different stories of how people wish they could have done life differently . This is a reason I`m going to try to write things down on paper, and figure out a way for my life and my future life. I love both my parents. Even though some changes have been made to are lives I still love them both. I do however have a Step parent. Which I was to little to understand , why my biological father was not present. Now that I am older I am staring to understand. I kind of feel bad about saying this , but it must be done. I am happy that my mom was not with my biological father. Ummmmm ,so I just want to explain how I want and will Pray for a Great Life where I don't have to be responsible for certain actions of my (future) Children. I don't want any body to feel bad about how their situation is with their kids and spouse. I just want to express how important it is for me to have Both Parents present in the kids lives. I feel that not every mom knows what to do in the beginning but will find a way to make it work. I not a parent (yet). I know even for the little things like School work, House work, and self. Can take a lot of time out of the day. Even though we all just have 24 hours in each day, I try to find a way to get a least half of the things I wanted to do done. Sometimes I feel that I can be super hard on myself and not realize that I can do , any thing that I put my mind to if I pray and put effort and work into it. That`s what I wan to do for the time. I am starting to be more calm and just try to enjoy life. I have had the most amazing things happen to me. Some of them are Bad , and some are Good. But I still try to find a way through everything. I look forward to my future.