Brand New Plans

Annyeonghaseyo!! means Hello in Korean.

I know it has been a very very longtime. I have been thinking to myself for the past year or so about what to write. I have a two more Blogs that I also have not written anything in a very longtime. I kind of been busy with different situations in my life. I have made some not so good plans and some .. Need to out into action plans. I know this blog is about me wanting to share what my future plans are for future Kids and husband. I do want to thank everyone who has came and looked at or read this blog.


I have Brand New Plans for this blog and the writing that goes along with it. First , I want to say I realized that I am still young and I have time a long time before I have kids. I want to kind of have a big Family. I like to do all kinds of activities and going to really awesome places and I would like to share that with our( future husband and I ) children. Second , I thought it through many times and I might change my mind again. But for right now I do want 4 Kids { 2 Boys & 2 Girls} and  I want one older boy and one older girl. I come for a family where I have older sister and older brothers plus younger sisters and younger Brother. I have spoken to a few parents about this and they have said it doesn't work like that, I kind of know that but I still want it. I will probably go back and forth about how many kids I want until after I get married. Third, I am waiting . I have not experience { right now} in the dating area. I have many reasons for it , one major 1 is I want to have a Bachelor`s in International Business or at least have way done getting this degree. Or maybe I want to have built up my credit score so that I can buy things I want and Need. I need to have a really nice job. Reliable income for myself and have a amount of money in my savings account. All of these which I am currently work on and have applied for. Then again I am not rushing to get married ,its just something that I want to do and feel like I want to share my plans with people. Just for anyone to get an understanding of me  a little bit of how I sometimes think.

I will start to take it slow and come here often to update what has happen or to just to ask " How is everyone Doing?"

I am really good I am creating another Blog. The new blog will be a better understanding of Why, when How I am learning different Cultures and Languages and all about Food. I will also put them in the description box of My Vlogs I upload on You Tube.

Thanks again for stopping by and Have a good day!!!!!!

Almost 2016

Hey everyone I know its been a whole year since I have written anything. I have been busy with finding a job and with schooling. Good news I have a job now, I am doing Nails. I am pretty happy about that, because I get to learn more about colors and become an older person. However , school for me was a little bit difficult. .. the first reason why is because I could not decide what I wanted to major in. The options I choose were Business Management with a focus in Entrepreneurship or International Business. I want to start building on my own business,  I created a good food Truck idea where there is a need for the food to be in my city. But I did not think it was going to be this hard to start a business!!!! Next I am learning about a lot of different cultures and the people, and their language that they speak. I have made Korean my second Language and I am still learning how to pronounce and read and write Hangeul. The reason I choose Korean I will put that in a different post. Also , go check out my You Tube channel at www.youtube.com/user/lilybear26 . Anyhow I am learning a lot more languages now and I want to be able to use them in the future and even right now. So I am going to get a Bachelor's degree in International Business. Once I receive this degree I am going make a plan to travel the world so that other people can understand how business work with different countries and cultures of people.
Thank to everyone who comes and check out my blogs and( vlogs) I post. I really am Thankful and I will start back writing soon.

New Changes

Hello everyone Happy November to everyone. I hope everything is going great. I was looking back at old writing material to see when I came with the idea to have six kids. I found that I made this though in ninth grade. I am surprised that I kept this information this long and I still want to have six children. Even though I have seen people with five or more and hear them to tell me it can be hard to raise that many. I still have not changed my mind yet. I might just have three at a time. and then just have three more after the first three are around six to eight years old. Not really sure. Until next time.!!

Where I have been

Hello to everyone and thank you all for coming to view this blog. I now see the time difference between June to October. I have missed writing I  have been doing a lot of thinking about my future and what I want  to do as a career besides You Tube . I love being able to share my adventures with my viewers and Subscribers. I love to talk and have fun making Vlogs about my Life with Music. I also am finding what I am really good at besides talking and being a great friend. I am going to be a licensed Nail Technician very soon. Where I am able to create very fun and fashionable nails. I am really happy about that.


I have been getting a lot advice from different people about why,when,  I am going to have my future kids. I know I probably should be thinking about other things. Don't worry I am like if I want to live in the United States and things like that. However , I want to think about maybe just having only two sets of three. Which I will be able to have six kids , but not all at the same time. Just to have some space between them. I`m thinking I don't want to have my kids right after I get married , because I do want to enjoy just me and my husband time and having fun and going to see are parents and just to travel. That sounds fun!



I am taking the time to just enjoy traveling and getting to have more fun with the blogs and my You tube channels I have. Thanks to everyone once again for coming  by and reading this blog. See you soon!!!

Thinking

Happy June to everyone I am happy that I am half way done with my schooling ,so that I will be able to go on break and enjoy life even more. In this last couple of months I have really been thinking. Not just about having a lot of children , but about Me and how I feel about Marriage. I try to take everything evaluation and figure out the best way for me, but I think that is the hardest thing to do right now because I keep changing my mind. I love thinking but I get confused about how I would like to plan everything out. I know that some things might not go according to my plans ,so I try to make a plan A,B,C,and even D. Event though I am still pretty young I worry so much about this I feel like I`m going crazy. I tell myself to try to slow down and let my actions take it course , but I don't listen to myself. In think that its a problem for me to stop worrying  and live my life because I have seen so many people struggle with Marriage and Children and just life in general. I don't want that to happen to me, I have already been through enough I don't want to remember the bad times just the good times but it seems like once I am alone and just thinking to myself the bad times seems to try to come back alive. I want to forgive all the hurt I have gone through and still am going through, but I cant seem to forgive a person that has put me through deep waters ......... and just say " I forgive you". I want to forgive all that has done me wrong, and I`m trying to figure out the best way to do so, I have to evaluate everything. I want to forgive and never think about it again. Until that happens hopefully soon ,I will speak about all the wonderful times I am having and had in the past I have enjoyed myself sort of , now that I think back I kind of wish I would have done a few things differently like School . I wish that I would have not worried about my home life and focused more on getting better grades and being on the honor roll and celebrating being a child. Or even now I wish that I would have found a better job to pay for school , instead of using other means of money. I like to fill independent and have that ability to do those kind of things. Even though I am still in school right now I want to get finished with it and then take a break to go travel and explore the world mainly South Korea , Japan, and China. Then in this time I can rethink my life and what I want to do for it. Besides being able to make really cool Vlogs for people On You Tube and begin a person that cares so much about others and wants the best for myself. I want to be able to share a wonderful experience  and time with friends and family. I think this was great to be able to share my thoughts and needs and brag a little here and there. Thanks for Reading!!

Most Improtant Values

I consider some of my values to be very simple and not that hard to obtain. I really just have only a few values that I`m just more worried about than anything. Some are the same as others ,but the my meaning behind why I think there are so very important is different. Therefore I must let you know because they will be very useful in the future, and Present.
My first Value is God and Jesus. They are the most important to me because I have been through a lot but, I could always count on them if I needed something or if I was uncertain about things that were going on in my life, that I thought I could not change. Even today I have been felling beyond Blessed to be able to talk to them. I haven't always been doing the things I needed to do , because I was in my own little world and I thought I knew everything. Reality hit and said ....No Taylor you don't. So that`s when I begin to start reading my Bible more and asking God and Jesus or answers that I was unsure about. They are both Great , Awesome ,and Are Real.

My second Value is family. This is a really hard one for me because I don't really have the closets family in the world.

The Planning Hour ( Part 2)

I have heard many different stories of how people wish they could have done life differently . This is a reason I`m going to try to write things down on paper, and figure out a way for my life and my future life. I love both my parents. Even though some changes have been made to are lives I still love them both. I do however have a Step parent. Which I was to little to understand , why my biological father was not present. Now that I am older I am staring to understand. I kind of feel bad about saying this , but it must be done. I am happy that my mom was not with my biological father. Ummmmm ,so I just want to explain how I want and will Pray for a Great Life where I don't have to be responsible for certain actions of my (future) Children. I don't want any body to feel bad about how their situation is with their kids and spouse. I just want to express how important it is for me to have Both Parents present in the kids lives. I feel that not every mom knows what to do in the beginning but will find a way to make it work. I not a parent (yet). I know even for the little things like School work, House work, and self. Can take a lot of time out of the day. Even though we all just have 24 hours in each day, I try to find a way to get a least half of the things I wanted to do done. Sometimes I feel that I can be super hard on myself and not realize that I can do , any thing that I put my mind to if I pray and put effort and work into it. That`s what I wan to do for the time. I am starting to be more calm and just try to enjoy life. I have had the most amazing things happen to me. Some of them are Bad , and some are Good. But I still try to find a way through everything. I look forward to my future.